Monday, November 07, 2005

Wow it has been a while since I have posted...I really was in a place where I had no idea what to say...and actually I didnt feel much like writing...which is really odd for me cause I love to write...anyway...things have been different lately...I have definately been struggling...I am still struggling...but God is here with me...ALWAYS...and that is so comforting to me...I need Him so much...and He never lets me down...I have taken a break from teaching on Wednesday nights...there is just so much I am struggling with right now and with play practice and no Sunday night services in December...Wednesday nights will be the only nights I'll get a service...and my heart has so not been there on Wednesday nights for a while...and I know those girls deserve more than what I was giving...in fact I dont think I had given much for a while...more that I was taking with the girls...anyway...but we havent had a service since I came out of Stars...so I have high hopes for this Wednesday...it did feel good to not have that commitment last Wednesday...I was thankful...anyway I have also started Physical Therapy for my neck, back, and hips...I have high hopes for this as well...I really need this to be a permanent fix to my problems...today however I have taken none of the meds(muscle relaxers or pain) I really do not like being dependant on meds like that...not at all...so far today I am okay...there is pain but it is not unbearable...so I am just going to not take the meds...work is the same...still trucking along in invoicing and I have actually had more time for MIS lately so that has been good...I enjoy MIS alot sometimes...but in any case I am here biding my time before I move on to Ministry...but I am doing well here...much better actually...I am getting things done and that is good...I am working hard...well anyway I just wanted to post a quick update...God is good...All the time...All the time...God is good!!!!