Friday, March 03, 2006

I love Jesus yes I do I love Jesus how 'bout you?!?!?!?

Man this is my year of Victory but someone forgot to make it easy...what's up with that...I am fighting a battle...probably the toughest one yet...major major healing...but I am excited because I know once I beat this I will be stronger, better, more whole than EVER before...its incredible and incredibly I think I just figured out what I am going to talk about at the TOG meeting tonight...yipee...anyway God is moving...He is working...He is doing so much and pulling out so much hurt and damage from my heart...DID I SAY IT HURTS it ever...let me say that one more again...IT HURTS...but did I also say...I AM EXCITED!!!! I AM EXCITED...I really really am...I already feel lighter than before and its only just begun...I cant really give away details because I dont have the words...its just a major healing from my past the things I went through as a child...and let me tell you if you think that the things you went through as a child dont affect you that they are just in the past...whoa...I'll be are cant just walk away unscathed from that can run and try to hide from it...but its there whether you are willing to accept it or not...and I promise if you face it though it is hard and it will feel so incredible afterward...IT IS WORTH IT...SO WORTH IT...anyway that stuff will always affect you until you face it head on and give it to God peice by piece...that is what I have learned...I AM ask me tomorrow if I am excited and I may tell you a different story...but today I am good...I am ready...I am excited...I am armored up...well anyway I must go because its FRIDAY and I really want to get out of here on time!!! Pray for me, for strength, for wisdom, for courage, for openness, for trust in God, for determination and run this race to the finish...GAME ON!! I LOVE JESUS!!!


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neesie said...

Wow! I have been waiting for you to blog for a long time! I am proud of the battle you are fighting, the walk you have choosen, the victory you are going to experience. I am thankful that you will keep trying when others would have long since given up.
Love you!

neesie said...

I am proud of the battle you are fighting and the places that you are willing to stand. I am thankful that you are willing to keep going when many would have given it up. I have been praying and I will continue to pray. You are an incrediable lady! Love you