Friday, October 31, 2008

Back on the right road.

I am back on the right road.
The road that looks at others through the Father's eyes.
The road that does not gossip or say ugly things about others.
The road that walks away from conversations where others are talking ugly.
Back to being set apart for Jesus & in the name of Agape Love.
Love like in 1 Corinthians 13.

I am embarrased by the person I have been.
I am ashamed about the things I have said.
And the ways I have behaved.

I have not been an example or shone a very bright light.
I have tried to fit in and be accepted.
And used others to do that.

I am airing out my dirty laundry.
I have been that christian that others look at and say really that's why I'm not a christian. And she says she loves God.
Yeah I have been that.

I just want to say.

I truly am very sorry. I have been wrong and ugly. Please forgive me.


JMBMOMMY said...

YaY! It works now!

I love your honesty. I think it is great to surrender and open ourselves up to be searched. This is my prayer often...Search Me O Lord! But I don't think He wants us to be embarrassed adn ashamed. That is from the deceiver. We all have one thing in common--FLESH. And none of our flesh is any more delightful than the other...some have theirs more polished..but it is still polished. (Our bible study leader called it Chocolate Covered Alpo Sun night) You are a righteous Saint in the eyes of the Lord--He made you clean on the day at Calvary--your old self was crucified with Him. Yay to brokenness and moment by moment surrendering to His Spirit. Exciting to know He is faithful to do the transforming in us.

JMBMOMMY said...

Okay, I seriously should ALWAYs edit my comments before publishing. Excuse the typos and it should read...."more polished..but it is still FLESH" :)